napravljeno: Sreda, 18. Januar 2012 Vreme 11:30.
izmenjeno: Četvrtak, 19. Januar 2012 Vreme 15:51.
While this night slowly sinks into eternity, while arms on the clock peacefully count the time I am trying, here on the other side of world, to be happy knowing you exist, but you are very, very far away.
If you are just little bit closer, this night would hurt much less. Let it be my dear and this will and like anything else and we will be together and it'll be wonderful. Some people say, all dreams sink like rotten ships, pop up like soup balloons, slowly one by one. As if this happens, one can realizes it was not real dream, it was only illusion of dream, and it was just magic touch of desire.
You should know my Dear, there is no such black, wicked power to stop me to dream about you, to desire you, to write to you, to wait for you to chat, to listen to your lovely accent, to drive you creasy with my little bugs, to wait for your stories about love, about manly virtue and outlook on world, to "opening" my eyes, your gentle whispering and your love.
There is no such a thing to put a shadow on everything beautiful we sad to each other, on everything we experienced and went trough.
You know, I deeply believe that your and my misfortune is that we were born in wrong places. If we cam in life on other side of Universe, everything would be different. All earthly suffering and problem would be unknown to us. If we cam in life in more fortunate time, place and country …
You know, whenever I talk to you about happiness, I feel a bit unhappy. Maybe because I realise that happiness I talk about is unreachable, and that makes me sentimental.
Don't forget my Love, there is always somebody waiting for you on the end of the road, et the end of the day, at the end of everything, Always.
Always somebody who loves you and accepts you the way you are, to whom you are dear just that way. Somebody who awaits to listen to you and always await for you to say something.
I know you are the great and pure being. I know you love me and you know that I love you and I know we have to overcome this loneliness and separation we have to survive.
I know we will succeed. I see You, I am coming in your dreams to see what are you dreaming about.
You will see one day you won’t believe we went trough all this pain and hardship and you survived it all. We all live in some kind of hallways of time.
I love yours deceiving age, your wandering thoughts, your mixed feelings, your broken illusions, your tender words, your worried and lolling words if I am a way little longer…
I love your lost dreams, your mixed emotions, little bit shay love talk, for ever used up unquiet years… I love the whole you, the way you are made, the way you are, the way I know you.
You know, I understood that long time ago, you are not of this world – You belong to the stars on the other side of Universe. You are made of Lights.